When I'm down

When i’m isolated truly i embrace my mind,

But i don’t like to be alone and so i try to find

Someone else to put my joy in

And all of my hope..

But every story ends the same with a heart being broke.

Perhaps the reason why i put my joy in someone else;

Is because i’m more afraid of myself than them.

Nobody’s caused me more pain than myself

And i don’t want to break my own heart again.

Pain & Introversion

there was a time i told you, of all that ached inside; the things i held so sacred, to all of the world i’d hide. but they became your weapons, & slowly i have learnt, the less that is said the better, the less i’ll be hurt. of all you’ve used against me, the worst has been my words. there are things i’ll never tell you, & it is so sad to think it so; the more you come to know me- the lesser you will know.